Lost my first deposit in like 10 minutes 💀 is this normal or am I trash

I went in thinking I'd just test things out, but ten minutes and a couple spins on roulette later, my balance was toast. Not even enough time to get a coffee refill. Feels like everyone makes it look easy to double up or at least last longer, so now I'm just sitting here wondering if I'm just ridiculously unlucky or if I played it wrong. Tried chasing a couple losses too fast, probably not the smartest move in hindsight.

Curious if this happens to most people when they start out or if I’m just rushing things way too much?