why does roulette feel rigged when you're losing but fair when winning

so i’ve noticed something with myself and others at the tables, especially live dealer ones, where if i’m having a losing session suddenly every spin looks suspicious. like, zero comes up twice in a row or the dealer seems to spin just a little different and i’m side-eyeing everything. but then the next day if the ball lands on my numbers a couple times, all that suspicion just vanishes. suddenly it’s “see, roulette is random, just luck, nothing more to it.” seems like nobody questions it much when they’re walking away ahead, only when they're down.

is this just human nature with games of chance or do you guys ever get the same vibe? curious too if anyone thinks there’s anything to be suspicious about on a legit live dealer table, or if it's always just the mind playing tricks. do you trust your sessions are fair no matter how the results swing?