dealer pulled 21 from 12 again

dealer keeps flipping 21 from those silly totals like 12 or 13 and it just tilts me. i know the odds and how variance works, but man it feels like they dodge every bust card every time i'm heavy on a hand. feels weird when it keeps stacking up, especially when i'm counting and the shoe feels hot, but the dealer still manages these miracle runouts. does anyone else track these streaks or am i just noticing it more when i'm losing?

also, i’ve played online and live, same thing. even when i mix up the tables or dealers, sometimes it’s like the cards are glued to those outcomes. i know in poker we see one-out rivers all the time, but in blackjack it just feels more personal for some reason. do you change anything in your play when the dealer keeps pulling off these long shots or just ride it out?