blackjack session variance and whether this actually follows statistics
so i’m running my usual low stakes grind, playing six deck, s17, das, and tracking everything on this crusty notepad, because i trust paper more than apps. i get that blackjack’s supposed to be all math and odds and long run and blah blah blah, but my session results are a fever dream. i’ll have 5-6 sessions where i’m just eating losses and the free potato chips like they’re required, then out of nowhere a big upswing that wipes out all the losses plus a weird profit. then another cold run like the universe is keeping a ledger.
i’m starting to feel like the “law of large numbers” is some cruel inside joke at my expense. i know swings are normal and “variance” is the buzzword, but honestly sometimes it feels like each shoe has a personal vendetta. for you regular grinders, do your tracked results ever actually line up with what statistics says you’re supposed to get session by session, or is it just endless streaky chaos that only looks tidy on a graph after 10,000 shoes? how close do you guys really see your numbers getting to the expected edge over time?